Happy Halloween to you

I still remember the time when I still like to enjoy going to LanKwaiFong with my friends to spend my Halloween night, it was just few years ago. Today, still got some friends asking me to go hanging around in Central, but I seems lost the passion, the intension, the energy to join them. What's happened to me? Am I getting old? Is the world going to fast but I am still moving in 0.00001Km/hr? Am I still leaving in a dreamworld and escaping from the reality?
Anyways, too much ?? for tonight. To my dear friends who still enjoy celebrating Halloween at LanKwaiFong, I wish you always have the passion and energy.
Happy Hallloween!

一個2005年最值得看的音樂會

一個叫人回味的音樂會究竟需要什麼呢？昨晚我終於感受到那種「回味」的快感。本是為了林一峰而看這個音樂會，結果我被來自世界各地的音樂人迷到了。從前聽過詹瑞文一人扮演數十個不同樂器／聲音聲巳經嚇得目定民呆。今次看到古巴的Vocal Sampling演出，我又一次被嚇呆了，而這一次被嚇呆的程度是上一次的十陪。Vocal Sampling一行六人，能扮演trombone, trumpet, guitar, drums, bass, ….其實我想，要他們即場扮演任何一種樂器也難不到他們。在其中一個演出者solo bass guitar 的一段，我只能回應一句：「你把結他吞了嗎？」。倘若你合著眼睛，真難辨真假結他聲。對古巴的音樂其實不太認識，只是數年前因看過電影「樂滿夏灣拿」，而買了電影的原聲大碟，覺得裡面的音樂有一種攝人的感覺，聽一次不夠，要再聽兩三遍。對於古巴，除了音樂，還有雪茄……不知道多吃雪茄的人是否就會擁有那種特別的聲線呢？世界如此大，有很多好音樂需要我去努力explore!

Happy to see YOU finally

My dear friend, you know what? we have been knowing one another for more than 10 years, I guess a human being won't have many 10 years, so we really need to treasure our friendship as not many people will have a true friendship that last for so long. I have been worrying about you for months, can't really get in touch with you, dunno where you are, duno why you are leaving. but so happy to see you last few days, you seems okay.....you gave a long speech to us, but I really enjoy it. After your trip to England and Pairs, you seems getting some new inspiration from Art, and that's really good! I really hope people around me will enjoy Art as I always did. You know, you seems bringing out an Art Histroy lesson starting from Rococo, decorative art... to impressionism, surrealism...... Dali..... to us, ha ha,,,,, but I was too hungry that I keep eating and listening to you. You know, you are inspiring me too, for years, I only could read the art works from books or internet, I got no chance to visit the REAL art pieces. For the next step I am going to do is..... to work hard and save money to visit museums all around the world!!!!
Thanks my dear friend:)
remember, no matter where you go, where you want to hide, drop me a word, give me a call before you go..........don't make me worry about you :)

A Nice Sunset of a Day

Finally got an excuse to leave my working place earlier. A nice sunset is waiting foe me at the entrance of the gate. Thank God for reserving this nice sunset for me. I always believe :"an ending is a beginning", without ending, another beginning will not start. I hope I can have a nice beginning in the future....

A bit blue today

Finally got a chance to read new blogs from my lovable ones, thanks for the people who inventing blog, so that I could share my everyday photos and idea to my friends. Jack was a bit upset these days, he tried committed suicide many times and today he was so blue, the same as his dear friend, me,,,,,,,,, hey, be strong, weekend is coming, let's be prepared!

This is ME!!

haha, today,read a picture from a student, so funny!!she said it was ME!I guess I am always funny in my student's eyes.... she lightened my day for a second.Thanks!

My Jack committed suicide

Oh God, one of my Jack in my Jack's family committed suicide today, help...........
don't die!!

Nightmare before...........Halloween

Last night, I got several nightmaressssssss, I dreamt that I was preparing a coffin for myself, me myself was trying to put my own dead body into my own designed woodenm coffin. I covered myself with cloth and I put a posthumous papers into it and closed it. Then , I don't know where to put my own coffin, I flush it into the toliet and when the moment I was looking at the coffin disappearing from me, the alarm clock ran, and I woke up with deep breath.

regret? NO regret?

Got a discussion about regret with my friend, I asked, " Can we minimize the chance of causing regret in our life? I did things hurting others, I regret. I did things hurting myself, I regret. I did things hurting both of us, I regret. We keep causing regret in our life, can we try causing less regret?" My friend said, " This is life, this is the reality of life. We keep on causing regret and that is the stage of our life, when we look back, we saw what we have done before and that will influence our next decision making in our life. So , no need to feel sorry of cauing regret in your life, that's part of your life. You cannot "try" to cause less regret, as you cannot control it."
Dear friends, I hope I can move on with the regretssssssssss in my past and open another new window of my life.............

三年是一個關口

今天與一個很久很久沒見的老師共進晚餐，我們無所不談，談到感情事，大家二口同聲地說三年是一個關口，如果能與一個人相處超過三年，應該可以再有另一個三年。但可惜的是，我們兩口子還未曾嘗過那三年以上的感覺。

Couple

Duno why, my brothers love to make things into pairs, maybe that's true when people are in love, everything in their eyes seems so beautiful and peaceful, things will pair up, life will fill with adventures and laughter. See..... another pair in my home !!!

Thursady Morning

another day........
a warm Thursday morning.....
but my eyes were so blur this morning, I guess I worked too late these few days, and I gonna steal some rest. The sunshine fell on my Jack team this morning and it was so nice that they were working with me everyday :) They made me less lonely everyday.

沒有喜悅感的一次頒獎禮

這一天，獨個兒到出席一個頒獎禮，很久沒有拿任何獎項了，但居然沒有太大的喜悅感。典禮完成後，不善交濟的我只好靜靜地離去。回到家裡，很想將獎項與家人分享，結果家裡空無一人，突然有一種說不出的失落感，原來我的世界裡，能和我分享的就只有我和我和我。原來我是一個人……
突然鼻子變酸了……

星期三……火車上

這一天在火車上聽著Daimen Rice的CD……「感覺良好」……想起我喜愛的電影The Closer，曾經在我最寂寞的時候每天也聽這CD數十遍才能入睡……

盒子裡的小朋友

這一天，一位同事在我的面前打開了一個神秘的盒子，盒子裡有位新朋友，他正在微笑著。朋友，晚安了，祝你每天也微笑著，幸福地過你
的未來的日子。

與Panadol為友

昨晚因工作至太累的緣故，不小心中了「頭獎」！本以為忍著痛不理他今天會好一點。結果終日睡眠不足的我再加上頭痛纏身，只能靠我的好朋友Panadol幫忙，頭痛好了一黠。現在頭痛再復發了，help!!!!

My dear JACK

So happy!
Thanks my dear student :)

星期一的驚喜

這一個早上，陰暗的天色、近乎零的能見度，令我再一次走進地域裡。
但早上收到了一份小禮物，是我最愛的Jack，謝謝你，這一個早上突然醒晨了！

洪強、紅強…「感覺良好」

六月是ugin洪爺的生日，很想約他吃一頓生日飯，結果約了足足四個月，仍是無耐地吃了一個又一個的檸檬。近日不斷收到有關洪強seminar、洪強screening、洪強performance、洪強exhibition…可能因為太多、太密集式的緣故，昨晚終於選擇了看Arts Centre的performance。
「感覺良好」是看完洪強作品的真心感受。近期自己不知不覺地厭倦了工作裡的重複性，自己的口跟心跟手仿佛合不來。看到洪強演出那即興感，真的「感覺良好」，像是尋回了一些失去了的東西。謝謝你！
"Double Happiness for you!"

小生命的祝福

這一天與家人共進晚餐，於酒樓碰見表兄和五個月大的小表姪。
抱著他於我的懷裡一段時間，生命彷彿重拾一些像真的感覺，他的一舉一動正提示著我生命的喜悅，而這種感覺我確實以忘記多時。
謝謝你，謝謝你這小生命對我的啟示。祝你這一個晚上發一個甜美的夢。

好不容易又過了一星期

這一天的陽光感覺良好，是溫暖的，親切的。
將我從睡夢裡找回來。
早晨！

他們本是一雙一對…

他們本是一雙一對的、
一個決定，改寫了一個結局…
生活裡…如果你能細心觀察…
物件其實均是一雙一對的、
只有我…還是…沒有靈魂的一個我…
仍一個人在飄浮著…

星期二的日落

這是一個用來吊命的星期二公眾假期，很想無優無慮的放一個假，但身上背負著的工作
似乎無法放低。討厭那種不安感，討厭要常常看錶的感覺，究竟要到何時才能好好放一個真正
的假期？

星期一的日出

這個星期一將會是本星期最難過的一天。
懶洋洋的、不能集中的、失憶似的

於地獄裡遊走了一星期

這星期感覺自己正存在於另一個空間裡，很努力讓自己集中、集中精神於每一件事、每一個細節上，但......失敗！仿佛在地獄中遊走了一星期，睡不到，吃不到。身體開始不由自己控制，希望這是一個過度、一個階段而已。沉淪在一個迷失的空間太久，並不是一件好事......

星期五的陽光

沉醉於.‥

A good start

today is a day without "air con" .....
I could finally feel the "real" wind from the mountain blowing towards my eyes.. it was soft and refreshing...... a good start of my day, a Tuesday .............