遲來了的聖誕快樂

今日終於有一丁點精神走到戲院看ＭＥＲＲＹ ＣＨＲＩＳＴＭＡＳ了，感冒藥簡直是一種致命的藥，吃了，病會快些好，但在病未好之前，感冒藥巳令我死了一半。今天Ｈ１６給一對情侶買了，我只好坐在Ｇ１６。我帶著半夢半醒的身軀走進戲院，沒有睡著，因這是一部好電影。朋友們，你們看過沒有，可以一同分享一下。遲來了的聖誕快樂！

原來有些地方…一個去會有點難受

政府醫院的好處是…便宜。但便宜的代價是…等。這一天我在醫院等候復診，在等待接近兩個半小時的光景裡，我親身感受到醫管局是如此人手不足。登記和付款分兩個櫃位，而每個櫃位只有一個護士，醫院內大家的情緒也很差，可能長時間的等待真的會使人崩潰。好不容易才找到一個座位安置自己，我拿出一本我近來很喜歡看的書林一𡶶的「隨心聽‧隨心唱」。坐在我左手邊的是一對年老的夫妻，老婆婆是陪它伯伯復診的，老婆婆不段提老伯伯緊記關掉手提電話才可以照Ｘ﹣ＲＡＹ。而坐在我右邊的是一對年輕夫妻，男的不斷說著一些有關科技的東西，女的則不斷玩著手機內的ＧＡＭＥ。不知道這是不是新一代的溝通方式。喜歡林一𡶶的書內其中一句：「我們究竟是在尋找一個答案，還是在尋找一個尋找的過程？」我想我還未能給自己一個答案。謝謝我身旁的兩對夫妻陪伴了我接近兩小時的等候期，雖然我一個人來，但我並不孤單。差不多看完了

A lovely gift

Thanks bud! This funny little thing was given from my dear friend Carly!!! haha, it's a bud, and we were bud! DEAR, please try think things in another way round, always put your true heart to do it, then life can be happier. Trust me!

Treasure the Art in Life

Last night, I've been to my favourite cafe in YMT(this is my favourite cafe since My Coffe was closed). I originally want to order a Christmas dinner but Mr Waiter said they don't have one..... so I ordered my favourite chicken wings for myself and Carly. This is the coolest dish in the world! Yummy :P The highlight of the night was ..... a christmas tree..... on the dish... let's share!! my dear friends. Dear bel and soon & eva, I hope to share the happiness of eating those chicken wings with you next time :)A belated Merry Christmas to you all!Let's try to treasure the little things in our life!

咖啡灣.日落

馬灣回憶錄（四）

Ａnybody there?

馬灣回憶錄（三）

有人嗎？

馬灣回憶錄（二）

A burnt keyboard?

Sunset, Sun sad, Sun said.....

Sunset is short, yet it's full of meaning.....enjoy it!

Time pass so fast, two year passed...

Met so many people today in the exhibition opening, met my dear friend kongkee and took some cool pics together. Met some old friends whom I missed and some Artists.........hey,. I got to work hard!

馬灣回憶錄（一）

這幾天，累透了，但拍了的照片，仍很想分享

Time to Leave....

昨日我獨個兒看了一套令人心痛的電影︰Time To Leave。其實巳有一段時間逃避去看一些叫自己傷心的電影，因日子裡實在有太多事情叫人傷痛的事情了，為何仍要折磨自己呢？因為好朋友推介，結果也看了。這是一套很簡單但叫人深思的電影。如果我３１便要離開這世界，我最放不下誰？約只能對一個人說出我的死訊，我會選擇誰呢？每一天我也會拍一張照片，可能我還有許多東西是放不下的。

Purple Christmas

Why people always said Christmas need to be "White Christmas"? Why not "Purple"? I love purple so much the I was so happy last day that I saw The Ocean Terminal was full of "Purple Christmas Trees". It was so pretty that I can's stop myself for taking photos of those lovely trees! Good that HK people finally got good taste to make Christmas a more special fucntion :).. haha!
My dear friends....... wishing you a purple Christmas and try coloring your Christmas into your favourite colours :)

Nice Sunrise

Sometimes, sunrise can also be nice if you try to appreciate it. From time to time, I only enjoy the beauty of sunset....

At Seventeen

I was still floating inside the concert hall till now...
The At 17 concert last night was great, anymore went there too?
GOOD SHOW!

山水

這一天終於體力不支了，於課堂裡差點暈倒了，可能這幾天只吃粥，麥片等東西不夠支撐我的身體，吃過午飯可好了點。
中國人繪畫講求意境，病的意境究竟是如何表達呢，頭有點暈，還是盡快趕回夢的意境吧。

終於打敗仗了

原來只有大病一次才能換來一天的假期，這一天，肚子裡所有的壞蛋均一次過被我吐了出來。面無血色，眼腫腫的我最終也見了醫生，他說長期睡眠不足容易生病，其實我又不是不想睡，能夠睡，我也想長眠一段時間。吃過藥，眼前的所有東西是…

Everything become so blur...

This is a cold dark morning, I cannot pull myself up from the bed...I guess not only me,, people who need to wake up before 6am might have the same feeling as mine. When I opened my eyes, I told myself it was still the middle of the night, hey , sleep back,but I know it's not true. Back to the realiy, I still pull myself up from the warm bed and push my half dead body to the bathroom.

Coolest Icon

Recently got some presentations about visual icons. I was drown into the research on those images about Mao......got a bit crazy about his face and images about him...... yesterday bought a small book in HMV called "The Thoughts of Chairman MIAOW", it was so funny that the author tried to replace the head of Mao into MIAOW from the chinese paintings. I guess if Mao saw those images, he will jump up from his coffin :)
Bought a new CD in HMV, NANA, I guess she is the coolest visual icon in current days. I guess her image looked great in NANA then her old CDs.

Ugly me

These few days, under great pressure and stress + sickness when working, cannot get quality sleep at night, cannot communicate well with people, I was like evaporating in the real world. My face was terrible these days,,,,, red, ichy,,,,,,, ugly ,,,,,,,,,, made me lost my confident....... hey,,,, the harsh time, please leave me alone as soon as possible.

sick = dead

Hate being sick,, hate the feeling of "losing concentration" on my work ...... hate getting stuck. hate losing my clear mind to think and to analysis........... please please please ,, leave me alone,, dear sick sick devil! I was leaving in hell just like dead for 2 days,, headache keep tracing me and the weather is getting cold and I was hiding in a dark corner waiting for the sunrise. How are you? Are you still living healthly and happily? I guess I got to close my eyes and enter hide myself into the cold dark night again........

Back to my routine

Got some new challenges this week.... sometimes good to have some changes when working for routine everyday and night. Monday is coming, 7 hours later, I will get back to my routine again. These few weeks, different friends and people were asking me the same questions:" do you think you like your job? do you think you are suitable for the job? do you like your job?...." Till this moment, I still think I am suitable.......... I duno what will happen in the next second,....anyways....
another sunset......

笑不出的感覺

這數天，有著說不出，數不完的擔憂，有著笑不出的感覺

沒完沒了，沒完沒了

這幾天我的靈魂與肉體分離了，身邊彷彿有人在說話，但我好像到了另一個空間，雙腿變得無力，究竟再要等多久才能真正透一透氣？

How to deal with stress?

Sometimes,I do ask myself how could i deal with stress? But from time to time, when heavy work load is around me,,,,,I duno how to face it and I easily stressed out. These few days, my stomachache, headache, nightmare....all........ of a sudden come out together andI noticed that i was under great pressure......... I know no matter how hard I try to deal with stress,,,,,,,, i will fail to calm myself down while working non-stop and non-stop....... i always tell myself to use my heart to do that, try work things better ( at least better than last time),,,,,, try to do better is not for others, is for myself............ I duno why i still feel so tense when deadline is coming. I will be in hell these 2 weeks, I know, presentations, assignments, new module,,,,,,, all I need to handle at the same time.....
hey,,,,,,, am I forcing myself..........? what is my goal? what do i want to do? whY I am doing it? In this moment, what I can answer is..... if I promised to do something, I will try my best to do it well,,,,,,,,,,,, although people might not know, but I do things is for myself,, not for the others.........
good night my stressed shoulder

Found and lost

Tonight, I was looking for some old CD cover for some teaching stuff,,,,,,,,, I found I lost one CD, I just want to take it out and listen to it..... but it was lost. It was not the first time I lost my CD at my own home, it was such a depressing thing happened in life..... it was a very important CD ,,,,,,, I love it so much,, I guess I won't be able to find another one. It was given from a lost friend,,,,,,,,, the cd was purple........ and my heart is purple right now..... hey cd,, where are you ? I have been losing things day by day,, why you still leaving me? when the time I really want to find you , why you leave me alone? come back? hope it's just a short separation, and you will come back to me again.........

Books, Movies and Music

Today, finally bought Chat Lam's book "on the road again". The book isn't my favourite kind of books I love to read, but I really wanna share the feeling of traveling with the author. I guess I haven't really been to placed outside HK for a long time, I do really hope to leave HK sometime before the end of this year. Today, feel so good as I met an old friend whom I haven't see him for a long time. We share ideas, feelings, new insight about job, career, design, music, movies , books and everything around the world. I highly recommended him to watch "The Closer" and listen to the song " The Blowers Daughter"...........and he share his new design to me,.. it;s such a nice sharing section today!
Thanks my dear friend, dragon :) you are always so supportive!

Friday without soul

This is a sunny Friday, yet I could not feel the light, I could not feel the warmth. I guess I was terribily tired these weeks. I hope weekend will come as soon as possible.....

Between life and death

today, i am very sorry to hear the news of my best friend's grandpa passed away...... my brother always said I take life and death too seriously, he said " someone died, someone born, you can always see this scene in the hospital, it's a life cycle.....why take it so serious?".... but duno why from time to time I still cannot ease the sorrow in my heart when knowing people passed away. remember last year, my gradauntie died,,,,,,,,, it took so long for me to recover..... I ever lost my energy to love the one who love me a lot.......
we cannot control out birth nor our death.............we born alone ,,,,,,,, leave alone.............maybe we should really try hard to treasure the moment when people still feel happy to live around you........treasure life, treasure death, treasure what you still have.

Happy Halloween to you

I still remember the time when I still like to enjoy going to LanKwaiFong with my friends to spend my Halloween night, it was just few years ago. Today, still got some friends asking me to go hanging around in Central, but I seems lost the passion, the intension, the energy to join them. What's happened to me? Am I getting old? Is the world going to fast but I am still moving in 0.00001Km/hr? Am I still leaving in a dreamworld and escaping from the reality?
Anyways, too much ?? for tonight. To my dear friends who still enjoy celebrating Halloween at LanKwaiFong, I wish you always have the passion and energy.
Happy Hallloween!

一個2005年最值得看的音樂會

一個叫人回味的音樂會究竟需要什麼呢？昨晚我終於感受到那種「回味」的快感。本是為了林一峰而看這個音樂會，結果我被來自世界各地的音樂人迷到了。從前聽過詹瑞文一人扮演數十個不同樂器／聲音聲巳經嚇得目定民呆。今次看到古巴的Vocal Sampling演出，我又一次被嚇呆了，而這一次被嚇呆的程度是上一次的十陪。Vocal Sampling一行六人，能扮演trombone, trumpet, guitar, drums, bass, ….其實我想，要他們即場扮演任何一種樂器也難不到他們。在其中一個演出者solo bass guitar 的一段，我只能回應一句：「你把結他吞了嗎？」。倘若你合著眼睛，真難辨真假結他聲。對古巴的音樂其實不太認識，只是數年前因看過電影「樂滿夏灣拿」，而買了電影的原聲大碟，覺得裡面的音樂有一種攝人的感覺，聽一次不夠，要再聽兩三遍。對於古巴，除了音樂，還有雪茄……不知道多吃雪茄的人是否就會擁有那種特別的聲線呢？世界如此大，有很多好音樂需要我去努力explore!

Happy to see YOU finally

My dear friend, you know what? we have been knowing one another for more than 10 years, I guess a human being won't have many 10 years, so we really need to treasure our friendship as not many people will have a true friendship that last for so long. I have been worrying about you for months, can't really get in touch with you, dunno where you are, duno why you are leaving. but so happy to see you last few days, you seems okay.....you gave a long speech to us, but I really enjoy it. After your trip to England and Pairs, you seems getting some new inspiration from Art, and that's really good! I really hope people around me will enjoy Art as I always did. You know, you seems bringing out an Art Histroy lesson starting from Rococo, decorative art... to impressionism, surrealism...... Dali..... to us, ha ha,,,,, but I was too hungry that I keep eating and listening to you. You know, you are inspiring me too, for years, I only could read the art works from books or internet, I got no chance to visit the REAL art pieces. For the next step I am going to do is..... to work hard and save money to visit museums all around the world!!!!
Thanks my dear friend:)
remember, no matter where you go, where you want to hide, drop me a word, give me a call before you go..........don't make me worry about you :)

A Nice Sunset of a Day

Finally got an excuse to leave my working place earlier. A nice sunset is waiting foe me at the entrance of the gate. Thank God for reserving this nice sunset for me. I always believe :"an ending is a beginning", without ending, another beginning will not start. I hope I can have a nice beginning in the future....

A bit blue today

Finally got a chance to read new blogs from my lovable ones, thanks for the people who inventing blog, so that I could share my everyday photos and idea to my friends. Jack was a bit upset these days, he tried committed suicide many times and today he was so blue, the same as his dear friend, me,,,,,,,,, hey, be strong, weekend is coming, let's be prepared!

This is ME!!

haha, today,read a picture from a student, so funny!!she said it was ME!I guess I am always funny in my student's eyes.... she lightened my day for a second.Thanks!

My Jack committed suicide

Oh God, one of my Jack in my Jack's family committed suicide today, help...........
don't die!!

Nightmare before...........Halloween

Last night, I got several nightmaressssssss, I dreamt that I was preparing a coffin for myself, me myself was trying to put my own dead body into my own designed woodenm coffin. I covered myself with cloth and I put a posthumous papers into it and closed it. Then , I don't know where to put my own coffin, I flush it into the toliet and when the moment I was looking at the coffin disappearing from me, the alarm clock ran, and I woke up with deep breath.

regret? NO regret?

Got a discussion about regret with my friend, I asked, " Can we minimize the chance of causing regret in our life? I did things hurting others, I regret. I did things hurting myself, I regret. I did things hurting both of us, I regret. We keep causing regret in our life, can we try causing less regret?" My friend said, " This is life, this is the reality of life. We keep on causing regret and that is the stage of our life, when we look back, we saw what we have done before and that will influence our next decision making in our life. So , no need to feel sorry of cauing regret in your life, that's part of your life. You cannot "try" to cause less regret, as you cannot control it."
Dear friends, I hope I can move on with the regretssssssssss in my past and open another new window of my life.............

三年是一個關口

今天與一個很久很久沒見的老師共進晚餐，我們無所不談，談到感情事，大家二口同聲地說三年是一個關口，如果能與一個人相處超過三年，應該可以再有另一個三年。但可惜的是，我們兩口子還未曾嘗過那三年以上的感覺。

Couple

Duno why, my brothers love to make things into pairs, maybe that's true when people are in love, everything in their eyes seems so beautiful and peaceful, things will pair up, life will fill with adventures and laughter. See..... another pair in my home !!!

Thursady Morning

another day........
a warm Thursday morning.....
but my eyes were so blur this morning, I guess I worked too late these few days, and I gonna steal some rest. The sunshine fell on my Jack team this morning and it was so nice that they were working with me everyday :) They made me less lonely everyday.

沒有喜悅感的一次頒獎禮

這一天，獨個兒到出席一個頒獎禮，很久沒有拿任何獎項了，但居然沒有太大的喜悅感。典禮完成後，不善交濟的我只好靜靜地離去。回到家裡，很想將獎項與家人分享，結果家裡空無一人，突然有一種說不出的失落感，原來我的世界裡，能和我分享的就只有我和我和我。原來我是一個人……
突然鼻子變酸了……

星期三……火車上

這一天在火車上聽著Daimen Rice的CD……「感覺良好」……想起我喜愛的電影The Closer，曾經在我最寂寞的時候每天也聽這CD數十遍才能入睡……

盒子裡的小朋友

這一天，一位同事在我的面前打開了一個神秘的盒子，盒子裡有位新朋友，他正在微笑著。朋友，晚安了，祝你每天也微笑著，幸福地過你
的未來的日子。

與Panadol為友

昨晚因工作至太累的緣故，不小心中了「頭獎」！本以為忍著痛不理他今天會好一點。結果終日睡眠不足的我再加上頭痛纏身，只能靠我的好朋友Panadol幫忙，頭痛好了一黠。現在頭痛再復發了，help!!!!

My dear JACK

So happy!
Thanks my dear student :)

星期一的驚喜

這一個早上，陰暗的天色、近乎零的能見度，令我再一次走進地域裡。
但早上收到了一份小禮物，是我最愛的Jack，謝謝你，這一個早上突然醒晨了！

洪強、紅強…「感覺良好」

六月是ugin洪爺的生日，很想約他吃一頓生日飯，結果約了足足四個月，仍是無耐地吃了一個又一個的檸檬。近日不斷收到有關洪強seminar、洪強screening、洪強performance、洪強exhibition…可能因為太多、太密集式的緣故，昨晚終於選擇了看Arts Centre的performance。
「感覺良好」是看完洪強作品的真心感受。近期自己不知不覺地厭倦了工作裡的重複性，自己的口跟心跟手仿佛合不來。看到洪強演出那即興感，真的「感覺良好」，像是尋回了一些失去了的東西。謝謝你！
"Double Happiness for you!"

小生命的祝福

這一天與家人共進晚餐，於酒樓碰見表兄和五個月大的小表姪。
抱著他於我的懷裡一段時間，生命彷彿重拾一些像真的感覺，他的一舉一動正提示著我生命的喜悅，而這種感覺我確實以忘記多時。
謝謝你，謝謝你這小生命對我的啟示。祝你這一個晚上發一個甜美的夢。

好不容易又過了一星期

這一天的陽光感覺良好，是溫暖的，親切的。
將我從睡夢裡找回來。
早晨！

他們本是一雙一對…

他們本是一雙一對的、
一個決定，改寫了一個結局…
生活裡…如果你能細心觀察…
物件其實均是一雙一對的、
只有我…還是…沒有靈魂的一個我…
仍一個人在飄浮著…

星期二的日落

這是一個用來吊命的星期二公眾假期，很想無優無慮的放一個假，但身上背負著的工作
似乎無法放低。討厭那種不安感，討厭要常常看錶的感覺，究竟要到何時才能好好放一個真正
的假期？

星期一的日出

這個星期一將會是本星期最難過的一天。
懶洋洋的、不能集中的、失憶似的

於地獄裡遊走了一星期

這星期感覺自己正存在於另一個空間裡，很努力讓自己集中、集中精神於每一件事、每一個細節上，但......失敗！仿佛在地獄中遊走了一星期，睡不到，吃不到。身體開始不由自己控制，希望這是一個過度、一個階段而已。沉淪在一個迷失的空間太久，並不是一件好事......

星期五的陽光

沉醉於.‥

A good start

today is a day without "air con" .....
I could finally feel the "real" wind from the mountain blowing towards my eyes.. it was soft and refreshing...... a good start of my day, a Tuesday .............